... it's times like this I'm glad I have an alternate journal that very few people on my LJ know about. Because if I said this there? I would either piss people off for "not wanting X to be happy", or make people feel guilty about being happy. Neither of which I want.

So, anyway, the whole point of this entry is that I'm miserable, lonely and sick of having to read about how in love one of my LJ friends is with her new boyfriend. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy that she's finally found someone to be with and that she's happy and all. But. It's really not what I want to read when I'm feeling like no one ever wants to be around me, and I'll never find someone who does. It just makes me feel like a totally worthless human being. Not because I don't have someone interested in me romantically, but because I don't have anyone to hang out with on a day-to-day basis.